Late Afternoon Confession

The truth about me, that has only become clear to me in the past few days, is that I am a sucker. When I was younger I was too old for my age. I am not good at being 24. I am too naive, idealistic & blindly hopeful, what I previously referred to as "old fashioned/traditional," for this. Its like I've figured that just because I grew out of something or learned something, that everyone else did too. This is not true.

A friend and I were talking about a particular relationship issue today. Neither of us could wrap our heads around why significant others/people who say "I love you" to you when hanging out with members of the opposite sex that you either are A. uncomfortable with or B. don't know about, that some how you are inexplicably completely unable to get a hold of them or they always forget to call when they say the will (or just should in my case.) What is that? It seems like common sense that someone would show their love interest at least the respect of not having them worry about you when you're generally someone they can easily get a hold of. If nothing else show them the courtesy of not inconveniencing their whole day. And furthermore, these people always have the audacity of brushing these issues off like its nothing, thus increasing the disrespect. It isn't you with the negative emotions, jerk. My friend & I both felt we are the type of people that when something really bothers our loved one we will do what we can to change that, regardless of how big or small we feel it is. I mean clearly its important enough to them to talk about it, so it must be important to them. Why not show that same respect?

Also, the days of saying "I love you" to get girls in bed are dead & gone. If you're only down to fuck, just keep it friendly a/o just say it, you'd be surprised at just how emotionally detached most females are these days. Let this be a PSA to the men of the world.