Revelation.

Alright, so next week is when I'm going to officially grow up. I recognize that this sounds strange but something a lot of people have missed about me is my complete lack of direction. I need to redevelop some sort of self sufficiency. I know what I want in the end but I have done absolutely nothing to achieve or deserve it. And considering I'm not already a wife & mother, there must be some other thing I'm supposed to achieve before that happens. So I'm going to start.

I'm going to try and document the whole thing on here and youtube. August 2, 2009 is the 1st day of the rest of my life.. haha. Wish me luck!